Boys

Sometimes I can only wonder at the inner workings of the male mind. I often feel like I don't understand my boyfriend, even though I know that I am the closest person to him emotionally. I know he loves me. I know he respects me. Sometimes I don't think he likes me though. I can be silly, childish, and girly. He is rarely childish and never girly. However, we never seem to be silly at the same time. I pick times that he thinks are "innapropriate". Right now, he's getting ready for work. Sometimes I would think this was the perfect time to be silly. I know he doesn't really care for his job or the people he works with and a smile before eight hours of unloading trucks would do him good. But here I go again, being silly when he doens't think I should. Oh well, I guess all I can do right now is sigh and hope that when he comes home for lunch at 11 tonight he'll be in a better mood.