Down

Down, down my spiral spins.

That about sums up how I feel right now. I don't really feel like rehashing it all right now, because I'll just work myself up about it. It's not just one thing, but a hundred little things that have just sent my world reeling. I don't know what to do or how to handle it. I feel so overwhelmed and alone and scared.

The past three or four days have just worked together to make me wish I could just curl up into a ball on my bed and never leave it. Did you ever wish you could just lay on the couch with your head in your mother's lap and cry while she pets your hair and sings to you? Cause that would seriously do wonders for me right now.

I don't know what else to say. I find no comfort in cross stitching, playing video games, or reading. I find no comfort in music even. I am numb.

Music: None
Mood: Greiving