Hard Work/Small Pay

Okay, my job really isn't that taxing in the physical sense. My job is super stressful in the emotional and mental sense. Too much noise, too many children. However, today I got my pay check. Ended up, I got paid more than I thought I would. Even with my hours getting cut, I think I'll make this month okay.

I've been dancing lately as my cardio work out for the past couple of days. Today, it's back to bellydancing though. I get too emotionally involved in the dancing if I let myself. Bellydancing is safer for my sanity. My passion for life just seems to show itself in odd ways these day.

Too much has gone on as of late. I don't think anyone has told Gordon about the fact that we're closing. I feel kinda bad cause I know he needs to know, but I'll be damned if I'm going to tell him. He's already blaming me for the Soul Calibur II lock out, and the last thing I need is to be blamed for closing our store location.

The emotion that 'Cells' by The Servant evokes is one that leaves me feeling purged of all those negative emotions. The beat and the chords makes me lose myself for a few minutes. I know that several people perfer the intsrumental version of the song used in the 'Sin City' trailer, but I perfer the album version. I also like 'Orchestra' by The Servant.

"There's an orchestra in me
Playing endlessly
I even hear it now
They play in the Devil's key
an endless symphony
I even hear it now
Listen to the music
Beautiful music
Listen to the music
Beautiful music"

The song's musical quality is awesome! I am really impressed by this band, and I rarely say that.

Music: The Servant - Orchestra
Mood: Pretty Darn Good