Wonky

Ever have one of those days where you would just love to beat your head against a brick wall in the hopes that it would make your life normal again?

I'm having one of those days today.

Work is evil. My friends are annoying me (except the ones that aren't). My apartment needs to be cleaned. I am just very, very stressed.

I welcome conversations like the ones I have with Mike where he just tells me about how happy "Situation X" is making him. However, Mike isn't online right now. I figure that most likely he's at his parents house, and just isn't able to be online right now, but a conversation with Mike would be beneficial to me.

Jer can't talk on the phone right now cause he's at some swimming party hoopla thingy. Which is totally cool. I don't want him to feel tethered to his phone just cause I'm here in Alabama and I want to talk to him. I want him to go out and have fun with his friends. Am I jealous that he's getting to have fun and I'm not there to share in it? Yes, I am a bit. I am mature enough to admit that. But I refuse to childishly ask him not to go out and do fun things just cause I'm three states away from all the people I left behind in Houston.

Jason is making me feel somewhat less stressed. God bless his soul. I'd tackle hug him... but he's not here.

Anyway, I need to be off. More later tonight.

Music: My Cell Phone Ring
Mood: Stressed out of my mind