Scaring Myself and Others

As I sat, driving Adam's Ford Probe, at the red light on Hellen Keller Blvd. and Jack Warner Parkway, I broke down into tears. I have no idea why, but I feel like my world is slipping away. I feel so desolate, and alone. I know people would notice if I just disappeared. I know people care about me, but I found myself wanting to drive until I hit sometime big and solid when I was on McFarland Blvd. I shouldn't want to do that. That's not normal. So, I am beginning to worry about myself.


In fact, I think I need to go to the emergency room. I love you all, and hope to give an update soon.

Music: Johnny Cash - Hurt
Mood: Scared