Hoping for Sunday
Tonight was another long night at work. I will be so glad for Sunday off.
My apartment will be the focus of alot of my attentions tomorrow. Well, my apartment and making sure I get a chance to talk to Ahmad online for a change. Right now, I am sitting and typing. I am enjoying the innocence and quiet noises that come with my cat exploring Adam's room.
'Sin City' ended up being a very well done movie, but for me, it was a complete mind job. I am still unsure wether I want to cry or throw up because of parts of that movie. It will fade in time. 'Sin City' wasn't nearly as bad a mind job as 'Butterfly Effect'. 'Butterfly Effect' gave me nightmares for months. Part of me wants to see 'Sin City' again, so that I can enjoy the movie without being brought to the brink of some of my emotional boundaries. I partially blame 'Sin City' for the past two days. Mind jobs like that leave me feeling out of sorts, and I end up creating ripples of that for days.
On a completely different note, I've been thinking about Melissa lately. Melissa is the best friend I've known since kindergarten. I love her like a sister, and hope that I grow up to be half the woman she is. I've been thinking about her because I miss her friendship. I miss knowing I'm understood and knowing that when someone says 'I'll be there for you', they mean it. Melissa has always been there for me. When I've called on her, she comes out fighting and fiery to my defense. I have very few female friends in life. Melissa is one that is worth fighting for.
Music: Bach playing from my CD player
Mood: Weird
My apartment will be the focus of alot of my attentions tomorrow. Well, my apartment and making sure I get a chance to talk to Ahmad online for a change. Right now, I am sitting and typing. I am enjoying the innocence and quiet noises that come with my cat exploring Adam's room.
'Sin City' ended up being a very well done movie, but for me, it was a complete mind job. I am still unsure wether I want to cry or throw up because of parts of that movie. It will fade in time. 'Sin City' wasn't nearly as bad a mind job as 'Butterfly Effect'. 'Butterfly Effect' gave me nightmares for months. Part of me wants to see 'Sin City' again, so that I can enjoy the movie without being brought to the brink of some of my emotional boundaries. I partially blame 'Sin City' for the past two days. Mind jobs like that leave me feeling out of sorts, and I end up creating ripples of that for days.
On a completely different note, I've been thinking about Melissa lately. Melissa is the best friend I've known since kindergarten. I love her like a sister, and hope that I grow up to be half the woman she is. I've been thinking about her because I miss her friendship. I miss knowing I'm understood and knowing that when someone says 'I'll be there for you', they mean it. Melissa has always been there for me. When I've called on her, she comes out fighting and fiery to my defense. I have very few female friends in life. Melissa is one that is worth fighting for.
Music: Bach playing from my CD player
Mood: Weird
posted by Meredith @ 1:34 AM
1 Comments:
At 2:25 PM,
Anonymous said…
I agree with you on Sin City. It was a very well done movie, but I still don't know if I loved it or hated it. Haha....same with Butterfly Effect. I couldn't even WATCH half of the movie! I kept covering my eyes. I'm such a wimp in movies...LoL!
I miss you too Mere! I think you are a wonderful woman. Everyone has their faults...I have just always been good at hiding them. The way you release your frustrations is venting, and I just....well, I just don't release them. Doesn't mean I don't have frustrations and downfalls. Hell, my doctor even wanted to put me on meds for my mood last year. I really didn't tell many people that--guess the whole world knows now. haha. Point is, I know you are an amazing woman. And, you are right, if you ever need anything I am always here for you. LYLAS
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