Silly Girl

Sometimes I wish I could just kick myself! Here I am feeling attracted to someone that I totally shouldn't feel attracted to. And it's someone that no one would suspect!

Now, don't get me wrong. I am still in love with Adam. But occasionally I become temporarily infatuated with people. And here I go again, becoming infatuated when I really wish I could just turn my stupid little flirty side off! Now I'm letting myself become angry. This isn't my fault. This isn't his fault. No, I'm not telling him. I'm not going to mess up a perfectly good friendship up cause I'm infatuated with someone who has NO interest in me.

I'll just go back to being boring old me now.