Sleep

I can only attribute my utter confustion to my messed up sleep schedule and stress. I am still very confused. I feel less stressed right now, which is wonderful. However, my brain still feels like I'm walking around in a fog. Brian and I talked this morning. It was a conversation that I didn't expect to ever happen. Yet, somehow, it leaves me even more confused now than ever about him. I am so used to dealing with 2 dimensional people. I don't hold it against them; they can't help it. Adam is one of the very few 3 dimensional people I have ever met. However, having known him intimately for five years, I am never surprised when we talk on that level. I have stumbled onto another 3 dimensional person in the most surprising of places. Brian strikes me as a 3 dimensional person, but somehow, I feel like he tries to hide or deny it. I can only hope that in the future I will get to know that side of Brian better. He is a deep complex person.