Healing

Slowly, I am healing. Spiritually and emotionally, I will be stronger in the end. I have friends who love and care about me. That is what I should focus on.

Allergy season is hitting me hard, and so I am having more than my usual number of headaches. I am down to only passing (and/or being enrolled in) one class. My parents are "cutting me loose" as of the 1st of June. Tomorrow is my only day off from work for the next two weeks. This is me, stressed out of my mind.

I also haven't gotten to talk to Ahmad in what is probably coming close to three weeks. I miss talking to you, Ahmad. I think about and pray for you often. With a heavy heart, I have turned to the one thing that will save me from myself. I've begun writing music again. I will leave an audio post of at least one song sometime in the near future.

On the bright side, even though I am poor, I will start being not-quite-so-poor in the next month. This Tuesday I am finally breaking down and taking care of the cable bill. My cable internet should be back up and running sometime next week. Then, two weeks from this coming Tuesday, I will start my very first savings account! Yay for Mer being self-sufficient and other responsible adult type adjectives!

Music: Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams
Mood: Stressed, but Okay