Lifting the Fog
I think I might be seeing the light at the end of this tunnel. I know I'm not there yet, but for the first time since Thursday, I've been able to laugh, and smile, and... breathe.
Tonight, I went and bought groceries. Good food and stuff for me to eat. I also made a new friend on Final Fantasy tonight! Her name is Alvena, and she plays a cute Taru White Mage. She's about a level and a half behind me, but that's okay. We had tons of fun tonight, running up and down the river killing everything we could find and healing each other when the other was fighting. I helped her kill her first Goblin Fisher! She did the Taru Dance (which makes me laugh). I'll take screen capture of her on Tuesday night so that yall can see what a Taru looks like. All in all, it was meeting someone else who was in sort of the same situation I was in (even if it was just the game situation and not the same life situation) that kinda helped me feel... not so alone. She's been having trouble leveling because she's a white mage, and they are healers. They aren't meant to fight stuff, they are meant to heal other people. So I will help her level by hurting stuff, while she helps keep me alive through the fight by healing me. (Basic Group Playing 101 for you non-gamers) She and I are going to Giddeus on Tuesday night so that I can finish my mission thingy for Rank 2 in Windurst (it's a Final Fantasy thing that deals with my fame level).
Tokyo is still doing that weird thing where she covers my laptop adapter with her entire body. I know it's warm, but... it's still weird.
Adam and I are going to eat dinner with his mom tomorrow night. Since he had to work today (on Mother's Day), he's taking his mom, his step-dad, and me all out to dinner. He's buying her flowers and paying for dinner (his mom and step-dad usually take us out when we all get together). I kind of wish I could have seen my mother today. I know that she and I have our problems, but I still love her, and she's still my mom. I called her and wished her a 'happy mother's day'. She was watching that made for TV Elvis Presley movie, so she only talked for a few minutes during commercials. I'm glad that she knows I love her and I'm thinking of her though.
Music: I don't know what the songs name is... But it's Euro-Techno music
Mood: Not Completely Horrible
Tonight, I went and bought groceries. Good food and stuff for me to eat. I also made a new friend on Final Fantasy tonight! Her name is Alvena, and she plays a cute Taru White Mage. She's about a level and a half behind me, but that's okay. We had tons of fun tonight, running up and down the river killing everything we could find and healing each other when the other was fighting. I helped her kill her first Goblin Fisher! She did the Taru Dance (which makes me laugh). I'll take screen capture of her on Tuesday night so that yall can see what a Taru looks like. All in all, it was meeting someone else who was in sort of the same situation I was in (even if it was just the game situation and not the same life situation) that kinda helped me feel... not so alone. She's been having trouble leveling because she's a white mage, and they are healers. They aren't meant to fight stuff, they are meant to heal other people. So I will help her level by hurting stuff, while she helps keep me alive through the fight by healing me. (Basic Group Playing 101 for you non-gamers) She and I are going to Giddeus on Tuesday night so that I can finish my mission thingy for Rank 2 in Windurst (it's a Final Fantasy thing that deals with my fame level).
Tokyo is still doing that weird thing where she covers my laptop adapter with her entire body. I know it's warm, but... it's still weird.
Adam and I are going to eat dinner with his mom tomorrow night. Since he had to work today (on Mother's Day), he's taking his mom, his step-dad, and me all out to dinner. He's buying her flowers and paying for dinner (his mom and step-dad usually take us out when we all get together). I kind of wish I could have seen my mother today. I know that she and I have our problems, but I still love her, and she's still my mom. I called her and wished her a 'happy mother's day'. She was watching that made for TV Elvis Presley movie, so she only talked for a few minutes during commercials. I'm glad that she knows I love her and I'm thinking of her though.
Music: I don't know what the songs name is... But it's Euro-Techno music
Mood: Not Completely Horrible
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