Apathy

Today it hit me. I am apathetic to almost everything. I really don't care anymore. Welcome to Mer on Paxil everbody! This may be a long ride. I still care (a little) about stuff that is important to me, like eating cause I know I need to live, and going to work, and my cat. Other than that.... I feel, well, nothing really. It's like that wealth of love and happiness and caring is just gone.

I don't think this is necessarily the medication for me. If nothing else, I will not allow my dosage to be upped in May.

Music: Crossfade - Cold
Mood: Apathetic